i tot i so mus blog abt m i beyond exp(:

honestly speaking.. i so swear for a person hu try to dig out meaning in wadeva she does.. SL every week proved to be the most dreaded monday activity which caused mi to suffer frm monday blues n hmm.. i always felt it was a bad way to start the week for the past 3 weeks..
dis wk.. behind my fourth time dere.. i finally found meaning in wad i did..
basically the two malay girls i took las week reciprocated the care n concern i showered on them..
las week i took the younger sister.. she was veri rebellious n often toked back to me.. but i was still veri nice and patient towards her nevertheless cos i tot she was jus being playful.. n i tot she got sum hidden potential cos i cld tell she's real smart..last week cuiyan took the older sister hu was smaller n shorter in size.. n that girl refused to talk to cuiyan at all n always turned her back on cuiyan.. today.. i waited for a veri long time for them to come back frm school...
lemme jus share wif u their life routine.. dey cum back frm sch... dey bathe.. dey eat the lunch cooked by sum maid in the kitchen... dey wash their socks.. hang it out... den dey start studying.. the older sister skips her lunch which explains why she seemed to be reduced to bones n was shorter than her younger sister... this time.. the older sister started being very naughty and playful wif mi which was a good sign.. n i hadta constantly correct her broken english

the younger sister.. dis time.. had a 180 degrees change in attitude.. she was veri focused wen doing her work dis time n she listened to me.. i made dem find studying fun.. and their hatred for mathematics seemed to diminished quite abit after mi session wif dem.. seriously.. the drastic change in attitude made mi feel so touched...
wen i hadta go.. dey seemed like dey couldn bear to let me go... i found out their daily pocket money was onli $1 and they try to save as much as they can from this $1... and if you dint know.. the older sister is 13 who got retained.. the younger one is 12 taking PSLE dis yr.. their mum visits dem on saturdays n dey sleep and do evertying at the centre... n i promised dem dat i'll bring dem chocolates next week cos i found out dat dey lurve chocolates alot but dey dont getta eat dem often cos dey dont haf the money...
basically life at the centre is definitely very simple.. it's life of enclosed freedom cos u getta mixed wif other kids but you exposure to the world is highly limited.. u dont celebrate birthdays.. u dont eat out.. u do everything within the centre yet your ignorance of the outside world makes you a happier person...

i definitely dont wan the 6 more sessions left wif dem to end so fas.. n i hope the younger sister who has become less rebellious will do well for her PSLE dis yr(:


n sia lah.. i seriously tink the goal i let in by mr seet is no big deal... it wld haf been a big deal if i dint noe where i went wrong.. to tink i stepped into class today wif cephas n alvin questioning mi how the blardy hell cld i haf let in dat goal n the soccer guys were laffing at mi=_= haha.. basically... it was because i was too far out n i cannot jump high dat's why i let in dat goal.. i jus needa train more at backpeddling back to mi line at a higher pace n learn to jump higher so i can block out more balls
eh.. at least i noe where i went wrong rite=PP